DDNikki / An Attempted Autobiography




I'm Nikki. Probably.
Too long, didn't read, I do way too much for my own good, I know way too much for my own good.
(The tamest one, I know like ten people named Cassandra.)

Nikki was the result of a game I made once,
that's basically just a self-insert personality-wise,
based on some mythical fakemon I saw in a nightmare, named it Yumerri afterwards.
(Dream was basically about some mad scientist trying to capture me
in what felt like a warzone. I don't know what was going through my head,
both when I had the dream and made the character.)

I was like, obsessed with everything cute.
Always chose the cutest starter (and never evolved them),
preferred Kirby over any other, etc, etc.
Also, Flash games, because I never had any consoles.
(Even broke a GBA SP as a baby once, apparently.)

Creator stuff, I do things out of either passion or boredom. (Mostly boredom.)
Either that, or for no reason in particular, maybe even impulsively.

About art... I'm like fourteen (fifteen as of this update to fix music).
Despite that whole thing I just said,
I feel like most of the things I make would be T at the least or M at the worst.
Probably will be clearer after a certain project, but it's usually E.
In terms of drawing, the only thing I specialize in is copying artstyles,
because even my "main" artstyle was heavily influenced by Kirby.
I probably commit artstyle theft on a regular basis, if you see it that way.

Other than that, I used to sew plushies, I try to make games,
needle-felting, stuff with pianos, low quality cosplays,
making characters, and probably roleplaying,
but I... basically just stalk roleplayers, because I'm too shy to join them,
and yet I want to see how chaotic it might get.


Some darker stuff, and a few admissions just so people don't have to dig that far,
I don't talk to people because they might yell at me if I say a single word,
and as a former moderator, I don't even do much because
people might go harass and dox me if I punish them in any way.
...Even then, I basically used to treat kids as lab rats for reactions,
like, I thought of situations involving popular characters,
and tried it in an Among Us roleplay game I had admin permissions for,
stuff like killing them, mostly perilous stuff, etc.
Also, I have incredibly messed up views on popularity.
(The best I can describe it is with There She Is: Paradise.)