Uninstallin' Angel Needy Streamer Overload |
july 4 | |
even if i said like "i just have incredibly conflicting thoughts a lot" it would still sound like a childish excuse so unrelated: rabbits are vermin in australia |
july 3 | |
at least i cant torment real game developers anymore i never even belonged in the godot discord cuz like serious mental problems and whatever else but at least we both realized that i could never learn in several ways i was gonna ask them to indefinitely mute me but this is better i have nothing to say to redeem myself |
june 30 | |
i have probably caused serious damage bc of how much alcohol i use and spray unto shit but eehhhhh whatever |
june 22 | |
i still havent learned godot and i keep almost breaking just by thinking about it i cant even force myself to try because of that problem even if i do ill probably butcher the execution of that goddamn project unrelated: i actually brought needy girl overdose and im already having dreams about it for some reason the dream was about looking into ames ancient jine messages after scrolling down a pchan convo w a gothic bg there was a go button that started dark angel |
june 10 | |
i have a fear of godot for some reason if i cant get myself to rid my fear of those pico aliens then who will unrelated: my tamagotchi died at eighteen |
june 2 | |
i just want someone to talk to weirdly despite my flash game experiences i only really feel safe on newgrounds i cant get myself to work on anything every time i talk about game development i end up crying out of pressure |
may 28 | |
does neocities just... not let you style buttons like im trying to test it in dream diarys gallery and it just renders as default i still havent gotten any responses in ng update: i figured out how to do it but i havent figured out how to delete forum posts |
may 26 | |
alter ego for some reason makes me think of a newgrounds animation unrelated: cassandra is a cognitohazard |
may 25 | |
i feel like im constantly in a legal battle talked about it and all of them uninanimously told me to get therapy like not in an angry kinda way just trying to help but obviously wouldnt be able to afford that |
may 24 | |
i have a voice in my head thats basically just an unpleasable hater canceller would probably dox me kinda person it got loud enough while watching a video that i made a page of my crimes like im literally unable to say anything cuz of those kinda people unrelated: i got a tamagotchi |